For those who know me and know me well, of which there are few.. lol. You all know that the last few years have been very difficult for me. Especially in dealing with my fathers illness and recent death. First, I would like to thank all of you for your support and help when I needed it over the last two years... and for some much much longer. Second, I would like to say that I am sorry. I am sorry that over the last few years, I have become such a very different person. Someone almost unrecognizable compared to the person that I always have been. I could come up with a thousand reasons why and a thousand excuses.. but when it comes down to it none of them would matter. The fact of the matter is, that along the way I lost a part of myself that was really a big part of who I am. Ever since, my life seems to have just been spinning out of control with me grabbing the wheel every now and then and wrestling it back in the general direction that I am supposed to be going. Well... all of that stops here. It is a time for change. A time to get back to who and what I truly am at the core. it's time to trudge forward and get back to that place that I have always held. I know that it is going to be a hard road, because it always has been, but I am not afraid of the challenge because I have never been afraid of anything. Not everyone that is in my life now will make it through to the next chapter, but many of you will and I am thankful for those of you that do. So as the changes begin, please be patient with me and understand that I am doing what needs to be done in order to get back to who I am and where I need to be. I know those of you that matter wont mind and those of you that mind.. well it probably doesnt matter because you won't make it through to the next chapter.
Love to you all,
MJ
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